I’m in a gloomy state this Easter Sunday. I’m not really sure where it is all coming from, but I am feeling like such a failure today.
It’s been a crazy couple of weeks. But in retrospect it seems I’ve been literally chasing my tail…what has been accomplished? In true fashion of having three kids, the house is only spotless for a second, laundry is never-ending, and I’ve been lax in preparing meals. That goes for both them and me (I eat seperate meals). And let’s not even talk about Easter candy… and my margarita indulgence. Food prep has been out the window, I haven’t read, haven’t blogged. The only thing I have been really good with is my running. In that area I’ve been killing it. But I’m still not getting in the total weekly miles I want to get in. Money. Oh God money management… Other areas I am coming up short are not for this forum, but the crux is – I am not cutting the mustard.
Now bear in mind these are the standards I set for myself. Mostly.
I’m so antsy I feel like I’m going to jump out of my skin. It’s that go go go mentality, I guess. I feel guilty if I’m not doing something I’m “supposed” to do.
Anyone else feel the gloom this week?